new phase in Life

hope to hell i’ve made the right choice and i like/am good at what i will do for a living. because i’m committed to this for at least 2 years. 

but aside from the uncertainties, i’m pretty excited to begin my career. while it definitely won’t be an easy ride, i hope to get a clearer picture of what life is all about. it’s unnerving to see peers who “know” what they want career-wise. while i know that i am capable, i do not know for certain what i want. & all these uncertainties sure as hell create insecurities.

ahh alas, it’s finally time to grin and bare it - but i hope i don’t lose myself in the process.